You left an emptiness in that place I called soul
You left an emptiness in that place I called soul
You came in fast
Took me by a storm
I surrendered my shield
I walk next to you
I was hoping you will hold my had
You never did
You came in by a storm
Filled in my desires
Made my dream come true
Gave Rome a nice ancient color
I walked with you listening to Indigo night by Tamino
You said you liked indigo night
You said you cared for me
And I believed it.
You used me in a way I couldn't believe ever existed
And when I saw that “in a relationship” status on Facebook
I should have cut all ties
And walk away
But I believed that there is a space for me in your cold heart
That deep down in your cold heart you could feel something
You never hold my hand
And I wanted to believe it’s okay
It’s early
I lied
But then you kept showing when I least expected you
And you said you wanted my soul
Not even my body
And I wanted to keep it real
But something broke in me
Maybe the wine bottle in my bathroom sink
Because you didn’t see the pain
Because you said “expect nothing”
But I couldn't take it
I have been waiting
Patience is not a strong side of a Libra
And you knew that
But you chose to put me in waiting
Like I was a nun
You don’t know
I am a writer and I will haunt your soul forever
Because once I told you
“when you are a writer and you are mad, you write about it”
So now it is on the Internet
For everyone to see
How pain makes people crazy
And not even a bit philosophical way
Because for me pain is real
And I feel it going through my veins
Like the cheap wine, you brought me
I don’t want the wine
I want the love you have for adventures
To be all mine
Because I am an adventure
And I walk through a dream
Just you couldn’t see it
And I want to believe it is your loss
When I close my eyes and the room is spinning
Maybe from the cheap wine, I decided to drink all in one glass
Maybe because you said “expect nothing”
I want you to know I am filled with nothing
Because
There is emptiness in that place I called soul tonight.
